Wednesday, April 02, 2008
PE on Tuesday was a killer. i take my words back; the geog teachers arent the most evil, the PE teachers are. i bet this is their favourite time of the yr, ordering ppl around and watching them suffer for the sake of disgusting NAPFA. speaking of which, i am gonna fail. i failed the trial SBJ and sit-and-reach. probably sit-and-reach cos my muscles were seriously aching and i couldnt stretch, man! anyway i always fail SBJ--it is through some miracle that i managed to pass last yr.
oh yeah failed 2.4 by 10 seconds too. i seriously have no stamina. ok i shall prepare myself for fitness when NAPFA is over. BAH can life suck any more than this?
then, training today was a killer. i think my defending skills are rusty. :( OH YEAH and today is a damn unlucky day: flu + muscle aches + period cramps. my stupid period finally came at a totally WRONG time after waiting for it for 3 freaking weeks. i was dying during geog. anyway i think having your period affects your running. plus muscle aches some more? the 3 rounds after training for "cool down" made my legs feel like iron. this sucks. i bet tomorrow not only will my whole body be aching, my forehead will be aching too, cos we did headers just now. LIFE SUCKS.
ok Siantzu got a new kitten so me and Madeleine went over to see her! she's call Bailey. oh and Siantzu has another super big fat cat called Junior. i felt weird calling a cat Junior after calling a dog Junior for so long.
pictures!
pls note the size difference. :P
Bailey and owner.
she's so cute. only 3 mths old! and she meows for nothing man, like Strudel.
left around 7. i SWEAR i am nvr going back to Eunos ever again. i am traumatized, esp at that bus stop.
i reached the bus stop and to check if i was at the correct one, i went to check the bus directory right? and stupid bus 24 was located right at the bottom. NEVER MIND. there was this Indian guy--ok, it's a boy, more like 14 to 15 yrs old--sitting in front of the bus directory. when i bent down to look at the bus 24 one, he suddenly asked, "what's the time now?" and so of course i told him. THEN he gave a really creepy, perverse, freaky smile and said, "thanks."
so, i didnt even smile back and went to sit at the super far end of the bus seat cos his smile totally freaked me out. and when i turned my head, he was suddenly sitting next to me! so i moved further frm him. AND HE MOVED NEARER TO ME!!!!!
WTFFFFFFFFFFFF
ok then i moved to the end until cannot move already, and he suddenly stood up and stood behind me. when a bus went past, i could see frm the reflection of the bus door that he was bending over me [but i didnt know what the FUCK he was doing]!
i couldnt take his creepiness anymore and so i went to the front of the bus stop. BUT HE FOLLOWED ME THERE AND CONTINUED TO STAND BEHIND ME. i was daaaamn scared so i called Mother Ang and she said if he was still following me when i got home i must call her to come down to fetch me up.
when i put down the phone, imagine my relief when 2 women came over and said, "do you know what that guy has been doing?"
i said, "YEAH, he's been following me!!!!"
and the younger [and fiercer-looking] one said, "do you know that he has been smelling your hair???" [FYI, my hair does not "either smell really good or really stinks" as what heartless Mother Ang said]
obviously i was in shock, and i said, "huh?? no!??!"
and she said, "he has been smelling your hair since just now!"
i was stunned and shocked and disgusted all rolled into one. the older woman went to confront the guy but at that time Siantzu called me and when i finished talking to her, the woman also finished scolding/threatening the guy, and that fucking pervert looked fucking scared and hurriedly went up the next bus he saw.
and then i looked at the women and said, "thanks," quite gratefully.
BUT the younger one turned around and scolded me!!!!!! "are you frm junior college? study so much, you should learn how to be more street smart!!" and she said it damn loudly some more, the whole bus stop could hear.
i was like, 'hello, i am the victim here! and anyway how the hell was i supposed to know that he was smelling my damn hair?!?!?! i dont have eyes at the back of my head!!"
but of course i didnt say that. luckily the damn bus FINALLY decided to come and i obviously rushed up the bus. even on the bus although i was standing against the window i still thought that he was behind me. and when i walked home along the corridor i kept hearing imaginary footsteps and had to keep looking behind me in case he was following me.
when such things happen, first there'll be fear that he's some psycho stalker. then embarrassment at the number of ppl who saw what happened and yet didnt do anything. then there's anger, not at him, but at yourself cos you somehow let it happen and didnt confront him. then there's anger at him, for being such a pervert. and then disgust. disgust not only at him, but at the entire male species. i am damn turned off by the male species now. although i know not all guys are like that, one is already enough to tarnish their reputation. and sorry if i sound racist, but everytime i see an Indian guy now i am super disgusted/scared/angry.
today during training there were quite a few Indian guys frm outside who came into NY to play street soccer and out of the corner of my eye i kept thinking it was him.
once bitten twice shy.
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